West Australia

First seeing Sulawesi from the air was great, but waking up above West Australia was magnificent as well. I arrived with the sunrise, so there were some mystical clouds with a pink glow from the light the sun was radiantly beaming over the white coastline. The entire time that was spent in West Australia, the weather has been sunny and warm. It appeared to be the hottest season. All nights, I have slept in my rental camper car close to the beach. What I expected to see in the area of Cairns, was found here: a far less touristy area……


There is not so much to say about my time there, but that it was absolutely gorgeous. The long drives, the amazing outback, the pristine coral reefs, the azure blue sea, all kinds of animals, it cannot be expressed into words. So the pictures will speak for themselves. There was just one time that my car got stuck in the sand in the middle of nowhere, distracted by the sunset. The moment I walked out for help, the only other persons on the beach, a mile away from where I was, were already walking towards my car to get me out.


When you are camping all alone, far away from so called civilisation, the star nights make you truly speechless. As the nights are quite warm as well, it is the ultimate thing to do: watching the heaven. Especially around the 9th of December, when there was no moon, there were many shooting stars and the stunning fire works of comets visible. Later, I heard it was the Noble Price Night in Oslo, where a beautiful blue light had appeared in the sky. A lot of channels have been predicting this, that more and more special light would be visible. It has always been there, but now our senses are able to perceive more.


The picture above was near Eagle Bluff. I saw an abundance of sharks and dongongs there. It was the 12th of the 12th and a very special day for the planet, look at:
http://www.earth-keeper.com/EKnews_11-8-09.htm
where 'my' Metatron brother is explaining more about that day and the 11th of the 11th and the coming Solstice 21-12.

Well, that day, 11-11 and the entire period was special for me as well………..

I am so grateful to be here on Earth right now!

I am Kara and I love All of you!

Pictures:
1st; 9 December 2009, Turquoise Bay near Exmouth, West Australia
2nd; 2 December 2009, Kalbarri National Park, West Australia
3rd; 9 December 2009, sunset Cape Range National Park, near Exmouth, WA
4th; 12 12 Shark Bay, World Heritage, West Australia

The journey continues...; Sulawesi, Indonesia

Article placed on my first full day in Christchurch, New Zealand:

Life is one grand celebration party and especially today! For it is exactly two years ago now that I broke free from the old way of ‘living’. It was then that the unreal world of illusions and attachments had been left behind. On the 5th of December 2007 my Life Journey started in New Zealand and my feet touched the ground in Auckland. Today, two years later and the day this article is being written, it is the Dalai Lama, that is visiting Auckland, what a wonderful ‘coincidence’, is it not?

Last year, my first private annual break free party was in Waya, Fiji. This time the festival is also taking place in Oceania, namely the Coral Bay in pristine West Australia, snorkelling in the azure Indian Ocean. For all my adventures, experienced during the first years of my journey, see the section “Travel” on this website. It will give you many very pragmatic tips, how to live in our new free energy world. The Travel Itinerary, you will also find there, tells you more about the chronological sequence of my travels.

Now, I would first love to share my stories about my new trip around the world that started where it finished last August; in South East Asia. Then next time, my gorgeous period in West Australia will be shared with you. Why sharing these stories? To show you all the infinite potentials which are waiting for you as well, when you completely dare to step out of the dramas and emotions of the illusionary world that nevertheless seems to be so real for many….

It was 11-11-11, on 11.11 pm when the plane took off from London to Kuala Lumpur. In all the airplanes, a seat near the emergency exit was enjoyed, with extra leg space and no one sitting next to me, although all the aircrafts were full. After a couple of days in KL, the trip went on to Sulawesi, Indonesia, to end up in a boat to Bunaken Island. There, my creations worked out very efficiently too, for I got the most wonderful cottage, overlooking jungle trees and the ocean.

Eight nights were spent on this unique tropical island with ten most stunning dives in places that cannot be described in words. They say that its coral reef is one of the most colourful and beautiful in the world. There was an abundance of very large impressive sea turtles and a never ending number of tropical fish. It was truly amazing…… Besides diving, I slept the biggest part of the day, almost having the idea of being in a coma. It felt as if lots of energy work was done there. Perhaps it was also a cleansing period, after my time in Europe, which was mostly spent with others. During the meals, there were wonderful soul to soul conversations with people who were about to awaken and who were full of questions.

Hereafter, my new base was on the mainland in the Highland Resort, which is nestled in between two volcanoes. One of them was pretty active. It was a magical place, where the dormant volcano was climbed to the top and several lakes were visited. Most of my trips were made by public transport that consisted of small busses or bendi’s (horse and wagon). During the entire period, not one single tourist had been noticed by me. And obviously, the inhabitants of that part of Sulawesi were not used to tourists or ‘foreigners’, for wherever I went people waved, were still extraordinary helpful, took pictures of me or tried other ways to get my attention.

When the Highland Resort found out about my work, the room was upgraded from the standard to the most luxurious one. It offered the best panoramic view of the surrounding mountains, tropical jungle and volcanoes. And just four out of the six nights had to be paid. When leaving, a t-shirt with the name of the resort was proudly handed to me as a gift, which was of course a complete surprise.

It really feels like living in abundance in more than just one way…… Going with the flow, only one’s passion to follow, no worries to swallow; making life very mellow………. It is the perfect time to be on earth……… Especially when you have awakened to the truth that you are the director of your own movie, called life on earth, and you yourself are creating what appears on your personal white screen!

Last month, there was only wireless internet in Kuala Lumpur and that is where my most recent newsletter “Travel” was sent. So whenever I am in the mood and there is an internet connection, this article will be placed. For most of my time I sleep on free camping grounds here, situated on desolated white beaches. With the sound of the waves, the warmth of the constant shining sun, where the only hustle and bustle comes from flies and shooting stars.


Pictures:
1st: 23 November 2009, Linow Sulphur Lake, North Sulawesi, Indonesia
2nd: 25 November 2009, bendi to Pinabetengan, North Sulawesi, Indonesia
3rd: 24 November 2009, a tarsie monkey, smallest primate in the world in Tangkoko Batuangus Nature Resort, Sulawesi, Indonesia

2012: Some answers about 2012

One thing is for sure: it is about the end of the old world and the beginning of the New Earth. You can study and experience the truth behind the 2012 concept, which rests within the depths of the Mayan Calender, by reading the work of Carl J. Calleman and Barbara Hand Clow. The 21st of December 2012, an ascension of ‘all matter’ will take place, which means it will be almost impossible to make decisions from a dualistic mind any longer. You see the changes already happening now and it is for you to step into trust or to live from fear, but just know everything is in divine and perfect order.

Now a link follows to a channel from Lee Caroll, who is channeling Kryon. He even does channelings for the United Nations every year. This one was done in Canada, the 17th of October 2009. It is a wonderful, simple channel that offers a lot of proof to the skeptical one’s, who are about to awaken….

The link to the original article is:
http://www.kryon.com/k_channel09_montreal.html

You are not alone:awaken to yourself

Welcome on this beautiful day of NEW BEGINNINGS.......

Give yourself a few minutes to watch this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBfI6C1OpAA

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.................


Einstein:

"the important thing is not to stop questioning
curiosity has its own reason for existing......."

"the true sign of intelligence
is not knowledge, but imagination.........

pictures:
1 National Geographic
2 Florence, Italy, sunset 26 October 2009

Potentials from the Past

At the end of last September, a beautiful message was given during the live broadcast of The Crimson Circle (www.thecrimsoncircle.com). It was so direct, humorous and powerful that it made me decide to place a comment on their message board again. One year and a half ago, my texts caused a lot of judgment by most members (calling themselves Shaumbra), for my words said that everything could be so simple, if one chooses it to be so. But this time, my comment, called “infinite gratitude” was even placed at the top of their “Shaumbra speaks”-page in their newsletter. I especially thanked Geoff and Linda for the work they have done in the last ten years. Their last impressing channel was a result of it all.

The message was about our potentials from past lives. It was said that we can use our life now, to expand, by taking advantage of all the potentials from the past. Potentials that back at that time had not been used by us, because we had chosen for drama instead. For instance because we created an accident, we died or we became ill or what have we not. This time, we can choose differently!

It was in that same newsletter that my attention was drawn to a special day in Rome, the Crimson Circle had organized ….. And as this one has led at least two well known lives in Italy, the choice was easily made to clear out some last stuff and therefore to schedule a trip to Italy. Not to relive my history (my ‘old story’), not to analyze or to process it, but just to forgive and accept who I was back then and to re-create the story. More strongly put: if I had seen innocence in myself and thus in everyone and everything from the beginning, there would not be any point of forgiveness at all…..

So a plane brought me to Pisa. My hotel was situated in the same street, the Via Santa Maria, where Galileo Galilei was born, exactly (!!) 400 years before this life time. It was kind of weird, for although the airport and many streets are named after Galileo, standing in front of my former house of birth, it was closed for the public. There was not a single trace that Galileo had lived there…… While earlier internet investigation had showed that the house would serve as a museum. The year 2009 is “the year of Galileo” in Pisa, for Galileo had died precisely 400 years ago. However there were no special exhibitions at that moment in Pisa either. The Via Santa Maria is right next to the famous leaning tower of Pisa and that is where my first time in Italy was spent this time.

A few days later, after a gorgeous drive in the Tuscan country side and after a visit to Viterbo, where my first delicious Italian cappuccino was consumed, the trip continued to Rome. My overnight stays were in a Bed and Breakfast, very appropriately called La Rocca (Italian for The Rock, what is the meaning of the name Peter or Kepha). On the Crimson Circle Day, ascended master Kuthumi came thru and provided us with the latest information about the church. A ‘good’ channel reflects back the consciousness of the whole group and will give you the feeling that it is all about you. Well actually, it did…. Kuthumi spoke of the fact that Rome had played a crucial role in the foundation of the Catholic Church. He even said that some of the founders of 2000 years ago were present….. Kuthumi also confirmed one of my reasons of being present there: to change everything about the idea of religions. So as a group (of 200 attendants) the past had been recreated and new potentials were grounded. Potentials to invite the Catholic Church to change their old viewpoints and to really start seeing that humans do not need an outside source to “be(have) go(o)d”.

On Sunday, after a visit of the Vatican’s museum that is overlooking the St. Peter’s Basilica, it was time to truly dive into the heart of it all. The moment of arrival at the St. Peter’s Square it was fully crowded, as the current Pope was speaking to the public. It was the 25th of October, a radiant autumn day with an abundance of sunlight and stunning clouds in the sky, speaking their own wise message….. When the Pope had finished his speach, a very long row was formed to enter the St. Peter’s Basilica itself. Standing anonymous in the row, it gave me enough opportunity to ponder about it all. How I was hang upside down the cross as Peter. How, at the end of my lifetime as Galileo, I was kept prisoner for ten years, first loved and then hated by one and the same Pope. How all of my lifetimes the other frequencies of Metatron have instigated judgments by others. Mostly loved by others after death…., in every meaning of the way…

It was high time to entirely forgive myself for all of these lifetimes. For I can truly see who I am now…… It does not matter what anyone else thinks of me, for I love myself this time and know why I am here on this planet. As my energy is vibrating totally different, it is continuously happening that other ones are reflecting back their own ‘darkness’ at me. Amongst other names, Metatron is therefore called the Archangel of Reflection (Peter, Galileo and Cara are aspects of Metatron).

If you look at Peter and Galileo, you will see a lot of similarities. I will not spell them all out here, but if someone will do a serious investigation, that one will find that there are a lot of communalities. Even in this lifetime, there still are. Peter has died ’64, Galileo and this body are both born in ’64….. and all three reflections are very passionate, never give up and suffered tremendously from that same kind of frustration. Although many of my direct spiritual family knows and recognizes me, others could say that I am crazy for two reasons. Number one to believe in reincarnation, as most of that topic had been completely deleted from the Bible. And number two, to believe that I have been Peter or Galileo, let alone both of them. Well, I have news for you: I do not believe it, I know it, I feel it and I experience it. Especially for those readers: look at my past; what else is new? I am not going to wait for those one’s to see it this time… You might be also underestimating the roles you have been playing yourself…., have you ever thought about that? Anyhow, in this life it is my choice to end all drama and really start living.

But that is partly old history now, for in this lifetime things are changing rapidly indeed. People come to me and realize the roles I have been playing. The same one’s who first have felt judged and therefore judged me, are now admitting it has always been an invitation to grow. The reason why they can see this is that they are growing enormously themselves…….

In the St. Peter’s Basilica, a quiet place was found to sit down and ground everything. When I opened my eyes, while looking at the left side of me, I was startled. It was only then that I actually saw that all the time I had been sitting next to my own altar. There was a painting of me hanging upside down the cross. The sun was shining thru the windows above, beaming its light exactly onto that spot. I knew everything is all in divine order and left the church.

Hereafter, my pilgrimage took me to Sienna, where I knew some time was passed as Galileo and then to Florence. In Florence, the last years were spent of my Galileo life. There is a museum with an exhibition about Galileo's work and a tower named after him. His tomb is in the same place as Michelangelo’s tomb. It was that beloved brother, who had done a lot of work for the St. Peter’s Basilica. Galileo was exactly born in the year that Michelangelo died…; spoken about cosmic winks…. There was a beautiful sunset, which was watched by me from a hill top that offers an excellent view onto the city. It was found by me by ‘coincidence’ as I always let my Complete Self guide the way.

Next to a church in the old centre of Lucca, my brunch was consumed to continue my way in the Tuscan Alps via Bregga. In Carrara, surrounded by Michelangelo’s Marble Mountains and overlooking the sea, I enjoy the last Italian days near the mountains and the coast. Loving the Italian sun, views, ice creams, cappucino’s and food, which is all a delight! Life is GREAT!



Pictures:
1 22 October 2009, Pisa, Italy
2 22 October 2009, Galileo Galilei, born Via Santa Maria number 26. Pisa, Italy
3 25 October 2009, list of all popes, St. Peter’s Basilica, Rome, Italy
4 25 October 2009, St. Peter’s tomb in the St. Peter’s Basilica, Rome, Italy
5 Peter from Galileo
6 Galileo Galilei
7 and 8 Peter Basilica, painting of Peter on the cross, and the sun shining on his
altar
9 26 October 2009, sunset Florence, Italy, bridging a new past with the future

It takes a lot of courage to drop your last masks!

It has been written so many times…
that it is high time to get real…!!

But we can only BE(come) real without our masks.

In other words: without our personalities and the ‘make-up'.

And to have the courage to express oneself from the heart.
Experiencing the guts to show one’s weaknesses and strengths.

Like a new born baby in every moment, that does not separate these latter two and sees it as one. For your strength is also your weakness and your weakness can be your strength. It is your power of choice how you still want to perceive things….

What is the point of living now, preparing the New Earth
if you still keep playing a 3-D-game of the Old Earth?

To play a role to be loved by others…
or to hide the truth for you might hurt others?
To pretend anything you not truly ARE?

The only thing one accomplishes by that
is continuing the game of human love….
“I think I love You, so I need You,
I want something of You
that I have not found inside”

Divine love is direct, honest, open, neutral, severe and humorous.
It gives so called other beloved one’s a true opportunity to grow…
…an open, unconditional invitation to step into one’s power….

Human love IS AFRAID, NEEDS and WANTS…;
It is using a thick layer of make up to cover up what one truly IS….

In fact: hundred percent of divine love will give humans
a feeling of being judged…………,
for it only neutrally reflects back….
Light can overexposure the dark…

Therefore even divine love uses masks ‘out of love…’
… only to empower people ….
… and when these BELOVED ONES sometimes stop doing that…
… a lot of reactions will follow…
…. that the energies have become too harsh….
So ‘they’ keep reflecting back our need for human love
Until we are ready for the DIVINE….,
that is oh so simple and still……..

Now it is a time of great endings and even grander beginnings.
A time to change all the potentials of the past.
Every body is cleaning itself now,
the bodies of so called walk-ins as well…

It means that all the ancient old programming of the past
coming from old body memories
can come to the surface…….
giving one a lot of drama and disaster…
… or a UNIQUE OPPORTUNITY TO GROW….

What we can do to help ourselves and others is
to share our dips and how you have chosen to
re-make them into your victories……

HONOURING EACH OTHER…….
SUPPORTING EACH OTHER…….

If another one is still triggering you…
…dare to go deep inside…
…asking yourself…
“what part of myself has not been forgiven yet?”
Let all your aspects come home this time…

BE GRATEFUL of the one’s that have been triggering you,
for they offer the biggest opportunity to grow.

SHARE THIS EXPERIENCE…
…and HONOUR EACH OTHER FOR SHARING…
…FORGIVING ALL THAT IS……

Let’s create a safe space
to BE

To BE REAL…..

and TO BE DIVINE LOVE

Become the child you truly are.....

Pictures:
11 June 2009, baby in Luang Prabang, Lao
28 June, Golden Triangle, Thailand

Why??

What is the point of communication…..?

This one, called Cara, always likes to go the deepest as possible within.

Having always been a being of feeling, far more than a being of words. Words were never that important, for this one could always feel the energy behind them. And most of the time the energy was and is completely different from the words being spoken or written.

This one has always seen thru the masks. Therefore this one has always questioned things, using discernment for what was real and what was not.

Especially in spiritual environments often the right words are used, but a non congruent energy is felt. Sometimes there were sweet words, but energetic attacks. Sometimes there was the talk the talk, but not the walk the walk. Sometimes other ones were quiet, but there was no Silence in the heart felt. Sooner or later the masks fell off.

That does not really matter and now this one is taking things less and less personally. Although this one highly honours the one’s that are still triggering this one, for these situations truly give the biggest opportunity to grow.

This one also likes to mention that sometimes the so called "wrong" words are chosen, but the true energy or intentions are felt.....

At this point, this one only likes to invite every one, including one self of course, for it is the same, to look carefully at the words spoken or written. Do these words really reflect the energy, the feelings and the thoughts within?

Or do the words just come from old personality programs and attitudes….

Dear to go deep within and look very honestly…………
Why is one communicating?
How is one communicating?

If the words come indeed from the head, then ask one self: what is stopping one self from acting differently?

Having more congruency between words, feelings and thoughts will make one a much more efficient creator.

Next time, first go deep within and ask one self what the true intention of the communication is. Does it come from a place of honouring and love? Or does it come from a spiritual attitude and thus personality? Dare to go very deep………. Is one really feeling what one is saying?

It is very simple…….. One can choose not to take this article personally and look at these words from neutrality. One can feel judged or one can see this article as an invitation to grow. Seeing it as an invitation of growth, there are still more choices to make. Loving and accepting oneself fully in this Moment of the Now and grow from there. Or only loving and accepting one self after having changed. In other words: a growth out of universal or from unconditional love for Self. Or so many more other undefined choices, all dependent on the level of growth.

It does not really matter.

Only if one chooses to be a pioneer, one is invited to grow just a bit faster….., smile, smile….. Not mentally forced, but out of passion and compassion for Self and other Selves…….

Practice the discipline of FOCUS…..

And be COMPASSIONate for One Self…. Be SELF-ISH (Ish = Lemurian for YES), stay in SELF TRUST if one has had the best intentions from the Purest Heart with one’s communication. No matter what other ones say how other ones will react. It are ascension invitations of Sovereignty. Honour ONE SELF!

This one, called Cara will not write that this one loves the one reading this now.
Just like to invite each one into a heart connection………… and just feel the life force from there……….

First photo: (All photo's: September 2009) sunset at a Swedish lake
Second photo: sunrise near Swedish lake, made by Teake
Third photo: dinner with our Conscious Ascension Training Group in a chalet in Sweden

Ascension: change is what one needs!

It has always been the intent to keep this website as simple as possible, although it might still seem too complicated for some. But every now and illusionary then, some topics need to be brought into the light, as they are too crucial to just ignore. The one called Cara would therefore love to write something about ascension.

“The Mayan Calendar predicts that, after a rough 12.4 billion years of evolution, cellular life is about to undergo a mass ascension of all matter near the end of 2012. Seen for a long time as simple 'prediction', scientists of old and new ways are now beginning to agree that this prophecy is more than a story but that it is a great truth that has been hidden from humanity's consciousness. In communication with dolphins, whales and much other life on and beyond Earth, many consciousness explorers such as Barbara Hand Clow have received confirmation that this process we call ascension of all matter is actually happening.

For many hundreds of years, human beings have ascended beyond the realm of matter. These 'ascended beings' have reached a state of sovereignty that is about to happen en masse in only a few years from now, to all of humanity. In this fashion, a special course is in no way obligatory or necessary to undergo the ascension process. However, the beings that we know today as 'ascended' such as Adamus or Kuthumi have chosen, in their understanding of unity consciousness, to not stray too far from the human experience as they knew this time we are now in would come, where many could go through the ascension process 'early' so as to assist others.

These teachers have, since long, returned to Earth through many devices such as channeling and are now coming ever closer to share with you their experiences and inspired impressions of the ascension process.”

This time the earth will ascend in oneness, for it is all one and there will be no more separation like in Atlantis. This time, when ascended, all ones will stay in the body. So perhaps incension would be a ‘better’ word? For the moment when the Metatron frequencies have been activated, heaven can be experienced on earth in the body.

It has been the free will of this one to return earlier from Indo China to join the ‘first’ Conscious Ascension Course that is organized by ascended masters. These beings have stopped channeling and are walking around in human form. It is the intention to completely let go off illusions, attachments, addictions, past and former lives. So life can be a complete rebirth in every moment of the NOW again and one can see every one and every thing as new and neutral.

This one called Cara is in the middle of this ascension process yet. That explains why there is suddenly no more e-mail contact or why old contact have been broken for this moment of the Now. The coming linear time will be fully used to be(come) even more aware and to live up to the highest potentials.

All these things cannot be grasped by the mind, only by the heart. Please use your Akene senses, while listening to the following song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrx5Ve7y0xM

Highest and deepest GRATITUDE to ALL that have helped this one come to this point!

Pictures:
1st: 23 September 2008, Zion National Park, USA
2nd: 8 March 2008, Lake Tahoe, USA

Viet Nam and Hong Kong

Lying in a bed in Eindhoven, the city of Light, in the Netherlands, this one will tell you something about the experiences in Viet Nam and Hong Kong.

The arrival in Viet Nam occurred by bus and it was especially then when the realization came how poor Cambodia was. For the Viet Nam ones have so much more illusionary wealth than their neighbours. Suddenly, when coming out of a bus, there were no beggars any more, asking for everything that ‘you’ seem to have and ‘they’ seem to have not. Suddenly, from a three dimensional point of view, ‘my’ outfit seemed to look poor (a five USD skirt and a 2 USD shirt from the Russian Market in Phnom Penh).

Saigon or Ho Chi Minh City looked as many other capital cities in the world, offering all kinds of illusions one can probably think of. This one was warned for an even bigger traffic chaos than Cambodia, but the funny thing was that only perfection was perceived. There are 80 million human beings living in Viet Nam and half of the population possesses a scooter, so that makes 40 million scooters. But crossing a street is like walking thru the Red Sea. Therefore, the never ending rows of scooters were indeed giving space to safely reach the other side of the road every time. It was not only a matter of trust. Like in Cambodia, people are very much aware of each other and like a puzzle, every piece is perfectly fitting in. There is far less ego involved.

The mountains were calling, so the bus brought this one to Dalat, the weekend retreat for the ones in Saigon. It is a romantic town near the lake and several waterfalls and there were many flowers in this mountain town. During an incredibly stunning bus drive from Dalat to Nha Trang, a wonderful 1-on-1 soul contact took place again. It was with a teenager from Dalat, who was travelling with it’s schoolteacher to celebrate that it had successfully finished the English course. The teenager was dreaming of going abroad but like so many others it was stopped by the mind. After an inspiring talk, the beautiful youngster had opened up to see far more potentials, coming from the inner core.

After having expressed my surprise to be the only ‘tourist’ in the bus again, the reaction was that most of all tourists travel by special cheap tourist busses in Viet Nam. Concerning the trip from Dalat to Nha Trang, it would have meant a few hours travelling more, in older and less maintained busses. Our bus had taken the short curt; a new amazingly panoramic drive thru mountains and pristine hill tribe villages. To me, travelling with Vietnamese inhabitants themselves, mostly not speaking English, gives a way more authentic feeling….

Nha Trang resides at the sea and offered beautiful relaxations. This one started with a day of mud baths and spa’s, followed by two days of diving. The experience of the Vietnamese dive buddy was enormous and consisted of more than 20.000 dives, including very dangerous ones when working for the Navy, while exploring old ship wrecks. Together with this reliable buddy, we have seen more than 150 adorable sea horses in four dives. All that was seen under water goes beyond words and cannot be described.

In the next city Quy Nhon, reached as well by a gorgeous route, this time alongside the coast, truly nobody spoke English. A tiring and long exploration in that town showed how much addictions were still present in the mind. It manifested, for instance, during my search for something to drink…. “I wanted a certain drink, that had to come out of the fridge too”… and became frustrated that nobody seemed to understand me.

After having explored the cities of Danang and Hoi An, a plane brought me to Hanoi, to discover the magical Halong Bay and Cat Ba National Park from there. Another beautiful soul contact was made during the bus drive on our way back to Hanoi. I was sitting next to a psychologist from Chile, who was suffering from pain in her belly. A healing and explanation of what was happening brought memories back of past lives and tears in her eyes. Heart opening moments like that are very rewarding.

Hong Kong was the last place of that trip-around-the-world-list and was truly amazing with its typical high rise skyscrapers, mountains and sea surroundings. Of course Disneyland could not be resisted and brought a lot of pleasure. And the newsletter “Creations, how to manifest better” was sent from the Peak Tower that could be reached by a touristy peak tram.

It had been an ultimately rewarding journey;
gratitude to All!

Pictures
1st: 15 August 2009,sunset Halong Bay, Viet Nam
2nd: 15 August 2009, protection dragon of the boat, Halong Bay, Viet Nam
3rd: end of August 2009, Hong Kong
4th: Unconditional love and view from the Peak Tower, Victoria Peak, Hong Kong

Impressions of Cambodia

Sitting in Dalat, in the mountains of Viet Nam, I offer you a couple of my impressions of Cambodia:

When arrived in Phnom Penh, sitting in a tuc tuc, other cars, tuc tuc’s and so many mopeds - moto’s they call them here - were overtaking us from all sides. It was noisy and crowded, but I simply enjoyed it, as watching it from the eye of a storm.

Many, many people have been slaughtered here, so a lot of energy work had to be done. Going to the Killing Fields near Phnom Penh was a special experience. The funny thing was: I only saw beauty. It was a stunning place near the river with many butterflies flying around, as the messengers of passed away souls. I thanked and honoured every one of them for the life they had chosen, for teaching us now that separation and murdering each other is never the answer. The trees and nature were thanked by me too, for they have seen the ugliest side of our human experience here on earth. For instance, small babies had been smashed dead against those trees……

The famous Angkor Wat was visited by me at the back seat of a moto. I loved the ride on the motor bike. We arrived very early in the morning, short after sunset. There were so many temples there, that it took me two days just to see a glimpse of it. It is very impressive to visit all the ancient buildings from a glorious ‘past’….

My travelling around Tonle Sap Lake brought me to Battambang. Another trip was made on a moto to the Killing Caves. I did not realize it were the famous Killing Caves. I was just climbing the mountain and visiting some temples, until I ended up in a cave. The moment I entered that cave, an ear deafening silence exploded in my ears. I had to sit down to experience what happened. Realizing that many souls were using my body-vessel to return to the light. It was a wonderful experience, their guardian angels were embracing me with love and gratitude…. Only afterwards, I was told that many thousands have been killed there by the Khmer Rouge, but I had already felt it on the place of the so called crime.

You could also ride on a bamboo train in Battambang. I enjoyed it so much, driving with high speed on the ground of the rails, thru amazing rice fields and nature that I got the tears in my eyes of merely pleasure.

"The bamboo train is a unique and creative form of ad-hoc local transportation. It consists of a small (perhaps 2.5m x 4m), motorcycle engine-powered bamboo cart that rides the railroad rails picking up and dropping off passengers, cargo, animals, motorcycles along the way. When it meets on on-coming train or bamboo train, it can be disassembled and taken off the rails in a minute or two, allowing the other to pass."

I had another heart-to-heart talk with the moto guide and it was great to hear him saying the things I have always been telling people: He declared that the people in his poor village were happier than the people in the town of Battambang. Now the war is over and tourism has arrived, people only seem to think about money. Worrying how to get more and afraid of loosing it…. He told me the people in his village were much more connected to each other and due to their simple lives they knew much less problems.

Cambodia has some great beaches too! In Koh Rong Saloem Island there were only twelve simple bungalows right near the beach. I stayed in their newest hut, the farthest away from their restaurant, where I enjoyed maximum privacy. How to explain the feeling, to step right out of your hut in the breaking waves. Playing with them and loving the ocean…..

There have been so many conversations on a soul’s level with so many people….. People in the new ice cream shop at the riverside of Phnom Penh, because they wanted to stay as young as me…. A gay Vietnamese refugee, who now lives in Melbourne, Australia, with whom I had a wonderful diner in Shinoukville, after our mutual stay on the same island. He and his boy friend had both seen a counselor, without knowing that from each other. Both feeling sorry, that they could not express and share their feelings. Both having to deal with feelings of unworthiness. Coming out of the closet at a ‘very late age’. He was inspired by me, when he heard me saying that I wanted to overcome all my fears. As a result he overcame his fear of swimming in the ocean, he actually turned his fear around and started enjoying the water!!

I am so proud of all those beautiful people I have met. The gorgeous girl, who gave me a foot massage in Shinoukville, telling me she had no one to love her. She had lost her father and her mother when she was five, now she was 32 years young but without boyfriend or husband. They did not like her dark color, she confessed. I only saw a sparkling diamond. I told her I love her, but that she had to love herself first. I gave her a bracelet with “I love Lily” (sold and immediately custom made by sellers on the beach), so every time she looked in the mirror, she could remember my words of love.

Isn’t it funny that dark people want to be white? And white people want to be dark, sunbathing all day to get tanned? In the shops here in Indo Chine you can only find products that are “whitening”….

Isn’t it funny that no matter how crowded it is on the roads here, there is so much more order and calm in traffic? For there are no ego’s driving here. Everyone is sharing the road and everything fits like a puzzle. I drive without helmet and with bare legs and feel totally relaxed, trusting mySelf and 'my' moto driver completely.

Isn’t it funny to be alive?

Thank you Cambodia for everything that was given me in this hear shaped country…………

I love All of You!

Cara

Dalat,
Viet Nam

Pictures:
1st:19 July 2009, temple near Angkor Wat, Cambodia
2nd:22 July 2009, Bamboo Train Battambang, Cambodia

A very Warm Welcome to this new Place from my Heart to yours!

My most recent newsletter “It seems to simple to be true” begins with the following sentences:

“Beloved co-creator,

You can listen to words of wisdom, but not be able to hear them
You can look at the truth, but not see it
You can take in wisdom, but not experiencing and living it

When are we awakening?”

The next story was sent to me by a dear friend of mine and cosmic comically underlines this truth. Just EnJoy!

"A man is driving down the road and breaks down near a monastery. He goes to the monastery, knocks on the door, and says “My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night?”

The monks graciously accepts him, feeds him dinner, and even fixes his car. As the man tries to fall asleep, he hears a strange sound; a sound like no other that he has ever heard. The next morning, he asks the monks what the sound was, but they say “We can't tell you because you're not a monk.”

The man is disappointed but thanks them anyway and goes about his merry way. Some years later, the same man breaks down in front of the same monastery. The monks again accepts him, feeds him, and even fixes his car. That night, he hears the same strange mesmerizing sound that he had heard years earlier.The next morning,he asks what the sound was, but the monks reply “We can't tell you, because you're not a monk.”

The man says “All right, all right. I'm dying to know. If the only way I can find out what that sound was, is to become a monk, how do I become a monk?” The monks reply “You must travel the earth and tell us how many blades of grass there are and the exact number of sand pebbles. When you find these numbers, you will become a monk.”

The man sets about his task. Some forty-five years later, he returns and knocks on the door of the monastery. He says “I have traveled the earth and devoted my life to the task demanded and have found what you had asked for. There are 371,145,236,284,232 blades of grass and 231,281,219,999,129,382 sand pebbles on the earth.”

The monks reply “Congratulations, you are correct, and you are now considered a monk. We shall now show you the way to the sound.”The monks lead the man to a wooden door, where the head monk says, the sound is behind that door. The man reaches for the knob, but the door is locked. He asks “May I have the key?” The monks give him the key and he opens the door. Behind the wooden door is another door made of stone... The man requests the key to the stone door.

The monks give him the key and he opens it, only to find a door made of ruby. He demands another key from the monks, who provide it. Behind that door is another door, this one made of sapphire. And so it went on until the man had gone through doors of topaz...... amethyst, silver and gold.

Finally, the monks say “This is the key to the last door.”The man is relieved to be at the end. He unlocks the door, turns the knob, and behind that door he is astonished to find the source of that strange sound.

It is truly an amazing and unbelievable sight……... but I can't tell you what it is because.... you're not a monk…….."

True life is all about feelings, it can not be rationalized.

Step out of your mental prison and do not longer see the world, but feel the world. Set yourself free and get real…..

Start living your life in a new way! Start playing and loving and laughing….

Create from a place of inner silence, balance and love. Heal your inner child, see yourself and be(come) whole, once again.

You have the power to create a New World; use this power for the Highest Good of All!

“Imagine all the people, living the world as One…..You may say I am a dreamer, but I am not the only one….”

Are we sharing the same dream?

Then stay focused on that dream, every moment in the NOW…..

I love All of You,
Cara
Phnom Penh
Cambodia

NB photo: Bayon portal, Angkor Wat, Cambodia