Potentials from the Past

At the end of last September, a beautiful message was given during the live broadcast of The Crimson Circle (www.thecrimsoncircle.com). It was so direct, humorous and powerful that it made me decide to place a comment on their message board again. One year and a half ago, my texts caused a lot of judgment by most members (calling themselves Shaumbra), for my words said that everything could be so simple, if one chooses it to be so. But this time, my comment, called “infinite gratitude” was even placed at the top of their “Shaumbra speaks”-page in their newsletter. I especially thanked Geoff and Linda for the work they have done in the last ten years. Their last impressing channel was a result of it all.

The message was about our potentials from past lives. It was said that we can use our life now, to expand, by taking advantage of all the potentials from the past. Potentials that back at that time had not been used by us, because we had chosen for drama instead. For instance because we created an accident, we died or we became ill or what have we not. This time, we can choose differently!

It was in that same newsletter that my attention was drawn to a special day in Rome, the Crimson Circle had organized ….. And as this one has led at least two well known lives in Italy, the choice was easily made to clear out some last stuff and therefore to schedule a trip to Italy. Not to relive my history (my ‘old story’), not to analyze or to process it, but just to forgive and accept who I was back then and to re-create the story. More strongly put: if I had seen innocence in myself and thus in everyone and everything from the beginning, there would not be any point of forgiveness at all…..

So a plane brought me to Pisa. My hotel was situated in the same street, the Via Santa Maria, where Galileo Galilei was born, exactly (!!) 400 years before this life time. It was kind of weird, for although the airport and many streets are named after Galileo, standing in front of my former house of birth, it was closed for the public. There was not a single trace that Galileo had lived there…… While earlier internet investigation had showed that the house would serve as a museum. The year 2009 is “the year of Galileo” in Pisa, for Galileo had died precisely 400 years ago. However there were no special exhibitions at that moment in Pisa either. The Via Santa Maria is right next to the famous leaning tower of Pisa and that is where my first time in Italy was spent this time.

A few days later, after a gorgeous drive in the Tuscan country side and after a visit to Viterbo, where my first delicious Italian cappuccino was consumed, the trip continued to Rome. My overnight stays were in a Bed and Breakfast, very appropriately called La Rocca (Italian for The Rock, what is the meaning of the name Peter or Kepha). On the Crimson Circle Day, ascended master Kuthumi came thru and provided us with the latest information about the church. A ‘good’ channel reflects back the consciousness of the whole group and will give you the feeling that it is all about you. Well actually, it did…. Kuthumi spoke of the fact that Rome had played a crucial role in the foundation of the Catholic Church. He even said that some of the founders of 2000 years ago were present….. Kuthumi also confirmed one of my reasons of being present there: to change everything about the idea of religions. So as a group (of 200 attendants) the past had been recreated and new potentials were grounded. Potentials to invite the Catholic Church to change their old viewpoints and to really start seeing that humans do not need an outside source to “be(have) go(o)d”.

On Sunday, after a visit of the Vatican’s museum that is overlooking the St. Peter’s Basilica, it was time to truly dive into the heart of it all. The moment of arrival at the St. Peter’s Square it was fully crowded, as the current Pope was speaking to the public. It was the 25th of October, a radiant autumn day with an abundance of sunlight and stunning clouds in the sky, speaking their own wise message….. When the Pope had finished his speach, a very long row was formed to enter the St. Peter’s Basilica itself. Standing anonymous in the row, it gave me enough opportunity to ponder about it all. How I was hang upside down the cross as Peter. How, at the end of my lifetime as Galileo, I was kept prisoner for ten years, first loved and then hated by one and the same Pope. How all of my lifetimes the other frequencies of Metatron have instigated judgments by others. Mostly loved by others after death…., in every meaning of the way…

It was high time to entirely forgive myself for all of these lifetimes. For I can truly see who I am now…… It does not matter what anyone else thinks of me, for I love myself this time and know why I am here on this planet. As my energy is vibrating totally different, it is continuously happening that other ones are reflecting back their own ‘darkness’ at me. Amongst other names, Metatron is therefore called the Archangel of Reflection (Peter, Galileo and Cara are aspects of Metatron).

If you look at Peter and Galileo, you will see a lot of similarities. I will not spell them all out here, but if someone will do a serious investigation, that one will find that there are a lot of communalities. Even in this lifetime, there still are. Peter has died ’64, Galileo and this body are both born in ’64….. and all three reflections are very passionate, never give up and suffered tremendously from that same kind of frustration. Although many of my direct spiritual family knows and recognizes me, others could say that I am crazy for two reasons. Number one to believe in reincarnation, as most of that topic had been completely deleted from the Bible. And number two, to believe that I have been Peter or Galileo, let alone both of them. Well, I have news for you: I do not believe it, I know it, I feel it and I experience it. Especially for those readers: look at my past; what else is new? I am not going to wait for those one’s to see it this time… You might be also underestimating the roles you have been playing yourself…., have you ever thought about that? Anyhow, in this life it is my choice to end all drama and really start living.

But that is partly old history now, for in this lifetime things are changing rapidly indeed. People come to me and realize the roles I have been playing. The same one’s who first have felt judged and therefore judged me, are now admitting it has always been an invitation to grow. The reason why they can see this is that they are growing enormously themselves…….

In the St. Peter’s Basilica, a quiet place was found to sit down and ground everything. When I opened my eyes, while looking at the left side of me, I was startled. It was only then that I actually saw that all the time I had been sitting next to my own altar. There was a painting of me hanging upside down the cross. The sun was shining thru the windows above, beaming its light exactly onto that spot. I knew everything is all in divine order and left the church.

Hereafter, my pilgrimage took me to Sienna, where I knew some time was passed as Galileo and then to Florence. In Florence, the last years were spent of my Galileo life. There is a museum with an exhibition about Galileo's work and a tower named after him. His tomb is in the same place as Michelangelo’s tomb. It was that beloved brother, who had done a lot of work for the St. Peter’s Basilica. Galileo was exactly born in the year that Michelangelo died…; spoken about cosmic winks…. There was a beautiful sunset, which was watched by me from a hill top that offers an excellent view onto the city. It was found by me by ‘coincidence’ as I always let my Complete Self guide the way.

Next to a church in the old centre of Lucca, my brunch was consumed to continue my way in the Tuscan Alps via Bregga. In Carrara, surrounded by Michelangelo’s Marble Mountains and overlooking the sea, I enjoy the last Italian days near the mountains and the coast. Loving the Italian sun, views, ice creams, cappucino’s and food, which is all a delight! Life is GREAT!



Pictures:
1 22 October 2009, Pisa, Italy
2 22 October 2009, Galileo Galilei, born Via Santa Maria number 26. Pisa, Italy
3 25 October 2009, list of all popes, St. Peter’s Basilica, Rome, Italy
4 25 October 2009, St. Peter’s tomb in the St. Peter’s Basilica, Rome, Italy
5 Peter from Galileo
6 Galileo Galilei
7 and 8 Peter Basilica, painting of Peter on the cross, and the sun shining on his
altar
9 26 October 2009, sunset Florence, Italy, bridging a new past with the future